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You're superglue-ed to me.

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An angel without wings told me,
he had lost the map to get home.
Powerless, I took a paintbrush
and poured water into dried paint.
Even if these eyes lose their sight,
I'll still draw.
Even if these hands lose their strength,
I'll still draw.
A colour that wraps everything together.
a prayer that puts all my wishes together.

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An absolute classic...





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A lesson learnt,
Not To Judge A Book By It's Cover.
Simple, but powerful.
I finally got the courage to live up to what I said,
to have a heart of steel.

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"SELF CONTRADICTORY IS NOT WISE"
I must say you're damn good at quoting from others.
Can you quote one thing you've done me wrong?
Can't do it? Because you can't see yourself doing it.
You don't think about others feeling.
Likewise, why must others think about you?










PS: It's not only me who say that about you.

 

A Rose with Thorns?
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A rose with thorns...
I think that you're one.
You said that I went around spreading rumours that you had whatever with whoever.
I fucking didn't.
Please, FFS, get your bloody facts right.
Many already knew about it, even before you TOLD ME YOURSELF.
So now what? Trying to take back everything?
Sorry man, it's all fucking too late.
I was shocked when my friends told me about it, and I stupidly thought I was the only one who knew about it.
You said they wouldn't believe it anyway.
And now? Scared already is it?
I don't care whether you done it or not, I just fucking want you to STOP ACCUSING ME OF EVERYTHING DAMN THING THAT HAPPENS TO YOU.
It ain't my concern anymore.
When people say bad stuff about you, I idiotically defended you.
What the fuck do I get now? Accusations?
Thanks la.
Seriously, I regretted even knowing you.
How i wish, you were just any random girl I saw on the street.
But sadly, you're not.
Save your crocodile tears, go tell everything to your whoever you want to tell to.
I don't give a shit.
That's how you treated me.
When I needed you, you weren't there. When I feel down, you said you feel like slapping me.
Things that you told me and things that you told others differ greatly.
Even someone told me that.
I always chose to listen to you.
But now, I regret. Greatly
Someone told me that you're nice.
Yes, I agree, too nice until, I was treated the same as anybody.
I kinda think back now, when someone told me again that you weren't serious.
I should have listen to him.
When your friend was sick, was depressed and feel like dying,
What did you tell him?
"Tell him to go and die"
Wow. I think I must really congratulate you.
To think that he treated you dearly for the past 2 years, and now he is being treated like that,
I'm utterly disappointed.
What kind of fucked up person have to turned into?
Where was the you I first met?
Too many friends already is it?
Losing one or two doesn't matter to you?
Maybe you were always like that, but you're hiding your true self all along, just to get me fooled.
Well, nice job.
Now I know who you really are.
Hey. Wanna know something?
I think you have to shut your mouth up.
Everything that happened to you, you brought it upon yourself.
Telling everyone your secrets? What an incredible and bold thing to do.
But extradinarily stupid, without thinking about the consequences.
You have no one to blame, only for yourself.
Go do some reflection. Think of what you've done.
That's all I got to say.
BYE

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Please stop playing Nobody in front of me. PLEASE!






Lies






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I guess I'm doing good, but i don't wanna do it.







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I know it's a old song, but it's still nice.

So Sick
Gotta change my answering machine 
Now that I'm alone 
'Cause right now it says that we 
Can't come to the phone 
And I know it makes no sense 
'Cause you walked out the door 
But it's the only way I hear your voice 
Anymore 

(It's ridiculous) 
It's been months for some reason I just 
(Can't get over us) 
And I'm stronger than this 
(Enough is enough) 
No more walking 'round with my head down 
I'm so over being blue 
Crying over you 

And I'm so sick of love songs 
So tired of tears 
So done with wishing 
You were still here 
Said I'm so sick of love songs 
So sad and slow 
So why can't I turn off the radio? 

Gotta fix that calendar I have 
That's marked July 15th 
Because since there's no more you 
There's no more anniversary 
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you 
And your memories
And now every song reminds me 
Of what used to be 
 
That's the reason 
I'm so sick of love songs 
So tired of tears 
So done with wishing 
You were still here 
Said I'm so sick of love songs 
So sad and slow 
So why can't I turn off the radio? 

O-o-h (Leave me alone) 
Leave me alone (Stupid love song) 
Don't make me think about her smile 
Or having my first child 
Then lettin' go 
Turning off the radio 
 
'Cause I'm so sick of love songs 
So tired of tears 
So done with wishing 
She were still here 
Said I'm so sick of love songs 
So sad and slow 
So why can't I turn off the radio? 
(So why can't I turn off the radio?)
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So Sick - Ne-Yo</div>



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Today i woke up at 11 plus, then immediately rush down to Tampines.
This was why i was in rush.
There was a Primary 6 class meeting today.
But last night someone sms-ed me to say it was canceled.
So i thought it was really canceled.
Then this morning, the same person called me to say it wasn't canceled.
He said he sms-ed me last night to cancel the cancellation. (do you get what i mean?)
But i didn't receive.
I can't blame him.
Because my phone got a little cranky.
Sorry guys for being late!!!
So, that's about it.
We watched G.I Joe.
Not... exactly nice...
But funny =)
Then went to Orchard for dinner.
I wasn't feeling that energetic today.
Due to some reasons.
I don't wanna talk about it.
Anymore.

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Falling in love, is like falling into a deep deep hole.
Is either you find your happiness in that hole,
and that you want to stay in it forever,
or you found nothing but tragedy and sadness in it,
and you want to come out of it quickly.
When you try to climb out of that hole,
you fall.
Upon falling, you hurt yourself.
The worst part is, when you are almost at the verge of success,
you fall back back back down into that trench again.
You can't move.
You cry.
You're hurt very very deeply.
Every moment you will crave to see the light outside.
You don't wan to stay in that darkness any longer.
A scar will be left behind even though you recover.
You will remember that moment forever.

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Today was damn tiring!
Helped Daddy shift his office from one block to another.
The offices were quite far away from each other.
So we had to walk.
We walk to and fro 10 times. (i actually counted)
Used a trolley and a pellet (don't know correct spelling a not) truck.
Shifted till my hands are like pig trotters.
Red and Juicy.
It's a great workout.


Oh ya forget to say. Happy Birthday Singapore!!!



And you. Yes you. No one else but You.
I'm tired already.
You wore me out.
It's okay if you continue saying that i cheated on you.
I'm not guilty of anything.
I'm not afraid.
Ask yourself what you've done.
I suppose you've already forgotten.
Because you do not look at your own flaws.
Sorry if i sound blunt.
But, i want to thrash it all out.
Go ahead and hate me, with your friends.
I don't care. I don't mind. I don't bother.




 




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I loved you like there's no tomorrow.
That's what I told you.
Everything I did, I did it for you.
That's what I told you.
I tried to get over you, but i couldn't.
That's what I told you.
I could feel it when you're upset.
That's what I told you.
When you didn't reply my messages, I worried.
That's what I told you.
I waited patiently for your replies.
That's what I told you.
I never scolded you before.
That's what I told you.
I couldn't bear to scold you.
That's what I told you.
I couldn't bear to see you hurt.
That's what I told you.
I kept you in all of my prayers.
That's what I told you.
I rather be the one getting all the punishment than to see you and your cousin separated.
That's what I told you.
You mean everything to me.
That's what I told you.
I missed you like crazy when you went for camps or overseas.
That's what I told you.
In fact, I miss you everyday, every second, every moment of my life.
That's what i told you.

In return, you just walked away.
It's okay if you think all i said is all a fantasy or story.
But to me, it's all real.
THAT'S WHAT I TOLD YOU.

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Yesterday was a great day! We went to Sentosa, 7 of us. Spent $20 on the Luge and Skyride. It was damn nice.
Especially Luge. Then, we went to Siloso Beach for some Mother got Deek. I don't know what is the real name
for that game. Eric, the usual Casanova (don't know whether is the perfect name for him), went there to see ChioBu.
That's what he said. For me, no la =)  got someone special already. I think Keefe also. Hor?
Then at about 7, Gabriel, PangAnn and me went back to Vivo's Giant to buy the BBQ items.
Total costs about $68. We weren't really prepared.
Came back to Sentosa at about 8.30, started the "EASY BBQ SET", which took us about 15 mins.
Then we started to cook.
This was what we cooked (let's get a little uncivilised) : Hollog (Hot Dogs)
                                                                                                   Taiwan Hollog (Taiwan Sausages)
                                                                                                   Otah
                                                                                                   White Dicks (Chicken Hot Dogs; white in colour)
                                                                                                   Garlic Seng (Garlic Bread)
                                                                                                   Crap meat (Crab meat, but really crap.Cannotcook) 
                                                                                                   And sand. (used for seasoning. Crunch up the food)

Oh ya not to forget, some kind souls gave us Cully Pok (Curry Puff). They couldn't finish it all. And another group of kind souls gave as 
Berday Cake (Birthday Cake) as we lent them our lighter to light their candles for their Birthday Cake. Miraculously, no one got diarrhoea after everything.
We went home, taking the shuttle bus. The Monorail was closed. It was quite late then. 

                                                                      














   

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Went to take the Singapore Flyer yesterday!! Haha so fun! xD
But, we had to walk from MARINA BAY MRT STATION TO THE FLYER.
WHICH WAS I DUNNO HOW LONG IS IT.
Took many picutres while on board. In fact, the whole time we were snapping shots of each other when in the cabin.
Say goodbye to PangAnn's slippers.
Yesterday morning, we wanted to go to Jurong Swimming complex to swim. But it doesn't open on Mondays,
so we decided to watch Ghost of Girlfriend's Past. I'm super glad we watched that show.
I learnt that I have treasure her =)
Today, nothing much, just tuition and sleeping and eat. That's all.
 


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Wednesday, 10 June 2009


Nothing much actually, same routine as yesterday.
Except, i was STUCK outside my grandma house for a nice 45 minutes.



Thursday, 11 June 2009


Today, had tuition in the morning.
Actually wanted to go Far East Plaza to get something, but no one is free today.
Then sleep the whole afternoon, from 1-4pm.
OH YES!!! SHE'S COMING BACK TOMORROW!!!
HAHA!! xD








Unfortunately, I cant find the lyrics for the song I'm listening to.
Argh!!

 






 


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Today nothing interesting. Slept the whole morning then had at tuition from 12.30 to 3.
Doing maths the whole time. Now also doing maths.
Tomorrow also same routine. So don't expect me to post something interesting HAHA
I miss her... 3 more days to go... And it seems so so so long...







You Took My Heart Away

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream
But you...
Saw me through

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me home
And now...
I'm in love

You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life

Living in a world so cold (living in a world so cold)
You are there to warm my soul (you are there to warm my soul)
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
And now...
I'm in love

You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life

Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here where we stand
We'll never be alone

You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning
You become the meaning of my life
 

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This is my first post on LiveJournal! Haha.
This morning.... was a lousy one... i was suppose to meet someone important but i OVERSLEPT!!!
Called and sms me but i didnt hear the ringtone. Am i deaf or am i stupid or am i deaf?
Sat at my study table to emo for 15 minutes.
Today was quite eventful. Went to PangAnn's house in the morning. His maid provided me with breakfast.
Thank you very muchy!
Then play with PangSheng, AKA FeiDi, keep disturbing him and stuff. Haha xD SO damn cute.
Then at 12 plus, met the guys at Paya Lebar for lunch at KFC. (again -.-)
Super bloody sick and tired of Macdonalds and KFC lo...
Never ever call me to at this fast food outlets for at least a month or two.
I'll stuff CHICKEN in their mouths whoever asks me.
Then went to ECP to cycle. Today break record!!! Cycle the WHOLE of East Coast, from Macdonalds to Changi Ferry Terminal,
which was abt... 3 and a half hours leisure ride back and forth. We had to pay $3 each for the 30mins over time.
And as usual, there will comfirm be something that happen everytime we go to East Coast. PangAnn, as usual, fell down.
2 times to be exact. We all had to wait for him at the rental station lol. Train up Man!
5 days without her...
How??? =(









Loser Kid
I was always picked last for teams, 
I wore my sister's jeans,
I was a loser kid..
And the teachers didn't care, 
They just left me sitting there,
I don't know what I did..
But since then
How the tide's have turned!

'Cause I used to be the loser kid, 
Who always ran away and hid,
No-one took the time to know me, 
The Kick me sign was always on me,
Now everybody wants to know, 
What I do and where I go,
At least I know they won't forget me,
'Cause I live with Miss Mackenzie.

And now it's all history,
And I've put it all behind me,
Look at what I've become,
I get recognised in the street,
And everyone I meet,
Remembers the news I've made
But since then
How the tide's have turned!

'Cause I used to be the loser kid, 
Who always ran away and hid,
No-one took the time to know me, 
The Kick me sign was always on me,
Now everybody wants to know, 
What I do and where I go,
Atleast I know they won't forget me,
'Cause I live with Miss Mackenzie.

And then I see,
The way you look at me,
Takes me back to how it used to be,
And still it's clear
The way you locked the classroom door,
And whispered in my ear;
"You're what I go to school for."
You are
The one I go to school for"

'Cause I used to be the loser kid, 
Who always ran away and hid,
No-one took the time to know me, 
The Kick me sign was always on me,
Now everybody wants to know, 
What I do and where I go,
Atleast I know they won't forget me,
'Cause I live with Miss Mackenzie.

(Chorus)
'Cause I used to be the loser kid, 
Who always ran away and hid,
No-one took the time to know me, 
The Kick me sign was always on me,
Now everybody wants to know, 
What I do and where I go,
At least I know they won't forget me,
'Cause I live with Miss Mackenzie.


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